is that too much to ask? drama free is the way to be. i want to get there. my life is nuts right now. so much accusation, so much trust broken, so many people assuming things about me even when theyve known me for 3 years and know the kind of person i am... im over it all. i am not perfect. i like to run away from my problems. i wish that i could run away from all of this, and i would in a heartbeat... if it wasnt for the fact that there is something at the end of all this drama that has my interest. has all of my attention something that's got me curious. something that makes me want to know more. something that MIGHT be worth the drama... we will see.
no matter what though, i need to remember that whatever happens, i have myself. and that's all i need. i do not need others for satisfaction in life. i have all i need. but it sure as hell provides some excitement and entertainment for the time being. i'm beginning to wonder if my heart can be broken ever agin. i feel like i am immune to so much now. the word love has no meaning in my dictionary right now. its a weird, yet wonderful feeling right now. the only thing on the other end of love is me in my mind. i love me right now. and that's all i need to love. i am number one. i am going to get what i want and do what i want to do. having some company along the way won't kill me though. :) just sayin.
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