that last blog i just posted was found in my drafts. i realized i hadn't been on this in quite some time, and going through the history of my posts, stumbled upon that draft. it was written in january 2011 by yours truly. ironically enough, i felt like i stepped outside of my own body and was introduced to the girl i was back in january. so much has happened since then. and i find it very interesting the way things come around and work themselves out. it is no question, in my life, EVERY single time i say i am over men and done dealing with their bullshit, i inevitably meet one and fall for him shortly after. this time was slightly different because it was not shortly after that i fell. in fact, it took quite some time for me to truly fall. interesting how that works... the second you completely set yourself free of the burden of the constant pursuit of happiness, it seeks you out. when your search is over, the search finds you. if that makes sense... ladies and gentleman i am proud to say that i held true to one distinct statement i made in my last post. i am done with boys. that is a fact. i found myself a man. :) and i am one happy girl. or i suppose i should say lady. i don't prefer the term woman, and i feel as though i am finally free of my silly girlish childish behaviors. letting go of control and putting life in God's hands truly is the way to go.
happiness finds you when it's supposed to. and when you can handle it maturely.
on another note about that past blog... those resolutions... great as they are, i did not accomplish one single one on the list. so with that said, it's about that time of year again... i need to work on new resolutions. i already know the first one on the list.
New Years Resolutions for 2012
1. make resolutions that i know i can keep. and do just that.
now thats a good start to a list of resolutions. i plan on keeping it. fantastic idea.
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