day 2 went well for the most part... well... ish. i ran 7 miles this morning! aaaand then sat at a baseball game the rest of the day. but ate healthy for the most part. and right now i am sitting on my couch catching up on 90210 and american idol instead of going to tap class. wah wah. buuuuuuuttttt the day is done. and it is what it is. not the best, not the worst. moving on.
i am smiling every day. i am being happy every day. i am determined to enjoy the life i have been given. i am determined to live for the moment, and be happy in this moment. i am searching for the positive in everything. i am trying to be understanding and slow to anger over things that aren't that important. i am trying to not sweat the small things, if you will. i am trying my hardest not to overanalyze or complain. i am trying my hardest to remember that everything will work out and i have nothing to worry about in the long run. it's all in God's hands. i am trying my hardest to remember that i have accomplished AMAZING things and i am not even 21 yet. i am trying to remind myself every day that no matter what else i do in this life, i have accomplished my lifelong dream and goal. not too many people can say that. i can.
i am also focusing a lot of energy on a very new feeling to me. a healthy body image. i have never really had one. i now know exactly what i need to do to get the body that i am happy with, that i am comfortable with, that i am confident with. so i am now doing everything i can to maintain that. i need to not forget that i am capable of achieving anything i want but it takes hard work to get there. keeping my motivation up, keeping my positivity rolling... i am feeling like a princess :) and i am falling in love with life yet again. happy.
^^^^ what is true. ^^^^
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