i opened up about how i am a planner and all my life i had it set that i was going to go to ocu for 4 years, graduate, maybe do a few cruise ships, theme parks, and summerstock work and then eventually get myself to radio city and ultimately end up as a Rockette somewhere down the line. well obviously my 10 year plan got skipped through pretty quickly and i jumped right to the big bang finish line. obviously in my planning, list-making lifestyle, this threw me off a bit and this past year was a big "quarter life crisis" as i like to refer to it....
i'm slowly but surely figuring things out for myself and feel like i'm learning something new about myself every single day. the biggest lesson i have learned though is that it is so much more important to be happy and content with yourself and who you are and the life you are living and how you affect the people around you than what job you have or where you live or the things you own. you as a person are the most important thing. if you are happy and making some kind of difference in the world in the smallest or biggest of ways, that's all that matters. you just have to figure out what it is that gets you to that point of happiness. that is a big goal of mine for the next year. following my heart, following God's plan for me, going with the flow, not turning down things because i'm afraid it's not right for me but instead taking a risk and seeing where it leads me. i'm going to trust that if i feel i am in the right place at the right time at that point, than it's true. if i feel wrong about something that i'm doing or somewhere that i'm living, i will change something asap.
in my last post i wrote a list of goals. i'm adding one to that list.
find a church and go to it at LEAST once a month, but preferably every Sunday. i forget how much it helps me stay sane.
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