today i finally made a little head way on the never ending process of organizing my room, in other words, organizing my life. i am soooo very sore today from yesterday's ridiculous amounts of working out so i did not make it to the gym today unfortunately. i've learned that it's good to give your body a day off though. rest up a little bit. anyways, in my non working out, i got a lot done. i filed for unemployment. i did more laundry. i finally got the suitcases unpacked and out of my room. i went through my jewelry. i starting packing for the big move to oklahoma city. so all in all, fairly productive! i love productive days.
i am more productive when i'm by myself. single if you will. i am more motivated to get things done for some reason. i've also been doing a lot of thinking today (surprise.). the more i think about my "situation" the more i realize how much better off i will be. i'm going to be just fine, i know i will. i know it will be a very interesting couple of months, but i am not going to let it get me down by any means. i am going to work on me. work on realizing the things that make me happy, not that make someone else happy. i am going to focus on what is best for me and what i want to make of myself. i'm of course very hurt and sad about the situation, but at the same time, i know i found these things out for a reason. everything truly does happen for a reason. i know there is something good coming my way. i know that something good will come of ll of this. and i am going to jump into it with all that i am. i'm anxious to see what 2010 will bring me. positive, motivated me is back. love it.
that's the dang truth. i am both happy and sad right now. and i truly do not know how that is possible, but that's exactly how i feel.
i do love the rollercoaster that is life. what a ride.
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